Been so long. Running. Can't stop can't stop never stop. Forgot. Forgot about the plan. Didn't forget about Brandon.
My fault. All my fault.
She found me. She came and stared at me with those brown brown brown eyes. She says to stop fighting. Stop. Come with her. Use the pain.
I am pain.
Sometimes. Sometimes I wonder. See her hands. Maybe I should take it. Take her hand. Take the pain. Maybe then it will stop.
But I can't.
So back to the plan.
Back to Brandon.
We talked. He gave me the password. That was smart.
But it didn't help.
I try to help.